WildPenguin123 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

I know this is kind of a late message, but I'm going through the same exact thing. Depression and cutting. I've never stayed in a hospital for it, but I know my friends and family got my back. I realized you said that you used to go to church. I go too.:) I'm a Christian and I believe God will one day come to earth and take all the Christians with Him to Heaven. For them, the pain will be gone once they get to Heaven. Anyway, just wanted to let you know that I know what your going through. But

jmoh1231 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

good luck with everything. it will work out.

jmoh1231 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

your a very negative person we all have issues to cope with but if you keep complaining and feeling sorry for your self the depression wont end. i spent 2 weeks at havenwyck too. so I know what it is like, but it wont stop until you take action and start taking control of your life. I did it, it was hard but anyone can do it. also if you don't believe me that i was at havenwyck i can tell you that i saw Dr. Gregory and Makayle but Dr sendi might of worked there at the time you were there

colourfuldots (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

I'm so sorry you had to go through this hun. -huggles-. I have also been in a mental health unit for 4 months. If you ever want to talk i'm here xx

dannydods (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

hi iam sorry that u have to do self harm i now it must be hard or living with the past my names dannys i self harm but not as much as i want two alot of people help me so i doing my bit if u need to talkl give me a messge and keep stong :)

hotcutiepie22 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

what's the song?

ilybekah13 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

Try other coping methods... Try snapping your self with a rubber band where you want to cut, or hold an ice cube in the palm of your hand for 30 seconds... Or run cold water on the place you want to cut. They may not work for you, but they work for me, and my cutting isn't as bad as it used to be. Stay safe, and remember, you're beautiful.

MyHeartIsSpokenFor1 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

I know how you feel, i go to church too, my youth leader is amazing aswell, tells me that satan only does it cus he's afraid that we are gunnu do great things for god. But it doesn't make the pain stop, i mean, it helps yeah, but i'm so sick of this life and i hate havin to cover up my arms and i hate myself so much i mean why should god even love me, all the stuff tht happend in my life..n everythin now..they tell me it will b ok but i dnt believe them its juz neverendin i wanna juz die...argh.

captainmcdonald (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

i feel like shit every day my school found that i bean cuting my self and i was in the er i want to kill my self and my gf dum me when she fund out i tool her and so i shoot my self once but it did not kill me i want to die so bad and im only 12

applebotumjeans (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

i benn ro havenwhyke its not as bad as it seems and its not for looney people its for people that have issues with depression suicidal thoughts bi polar and any other mental illness the place isent as bad as it seems i been there and i have bi polar, they helped me alot, thanks havenwhyke!