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TheCommentBandit (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
i dont kow if i would be considered depressed or not, but it sure feels like it. i feel like if i tell my parents theyll b all "its ur fault u brought all this strife upon yourself"
209musicfan (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
what song is at the end?
theseeker2k5 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
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ravensymone200 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
I wish telling someone was as easy as it sounds... i cant imagine what my parents would say if the found out how i feel 75% of the time...
depressedteens (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
p.s. I did look at your videos :-)
depressedteens (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
Do you ever look at guys/gals who seem like total D*bags and wonder how it is that they can put themselves out there, and why anyone would want to talk to them? (ok, maybe that's just me!). The point is that its possible to do better than you've been doing, and it's worth it. Sometimes you just need help finding another way to go about stuff. (Anyone else who's been there, feel free to chime in on this!)
depressedteens (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
I know what you mean about secrets. It's not that I don't trust people but it always feels safer to tell them to folks who don't live near me! The internet is good for that, for sure. It's really hard to start in a new place. Other than meeting friends of friends, it's really difficult to meet people if you don't go out of your way to do so! And without the confidence that people'll give you a chance, that's hard to do.
kclubb (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
until they tell your secrets to the public.... and it happened to me... prob why I'm in such protective shell and just avoid people now... At least on YT, people don't know me
kclubb (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
prob not the best person to talk do but at this point, a friend in my life would be nice... and it's funny that only people that knotice you are depressed are probably people that are in your shoes.. that's something somone told me at one point weather or not it's true IDK but it seems to be an accurate statment
kclubb (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
Per my prev remark, I have now moved to a different state, I know noone, and well, because of my apperence I keep to myself and work to keep food in my stomach and a roof over my head... I'm hopeless, just look at my 1 or 2 vids I've ever posted and you'd know what I mean... I quit taking care of myself in highschool cause I was constantly being made fun of and eventually just gave up... I know about 4 people here in denver, co now outside of work... guess it's just hopeless at this point.. |