mythril4 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

Hmmm... You know what, I don;t want to fill your comment boxes up out of respect for other peoples comments. I want to send you a PM because I would like to share some ideas with you.

corywilkinson1 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

Cant get a job(trying for 2 yrs no bites because i have no previous experience or lacking social skills ive tried everything i can man... now its just time i have to sit here and hope for the best while trying my ass off to hold on to being relatively sane or normal

corywilkinson1 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

I agree completely but who runs this country has made it possible for these "parasites" and im not talking about those kinds of people im talking about the ones who are trying but can not do anything but fail. I live in the OC i dont hav a family like most of my friends and i did not grow up very well. Now i hav all the OC kids to compare myself to which is 10x harder. Im talking about me and people like me. This whole system screwed us over as well as our parents.. im trying to move out but

mythril4 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

They are not screwed from our economy, they are screwed from parasitical parents who believe they are entitled to every little thing. They have not been taught how to be independent, just how to rely on some government entity to supply their every need. You want to see a better economy? Screw the parasites, no one was ever entitled to what they are getting, nothing and I do mean nothing is free. I was depressed from around 8yo to about 25yo, well until I figured out was was being a parasite.

corywilkinson1 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

We have you experienced depression.. it is not exactly something you can just get out of it can take years to find your own spark.. i am very aware of who i am, but thats not what is being discussed here. This generation (90s kids) are pretty much fucked due to this economy and whats to come. some effects are already starting. and i dont know one person that has not lost someone they know due to violence anymore man, so nothing new there

gigiky (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

Damn it, this was a good video until he started talking about God. I don't believe in God and I'm never going to! I just want to get over my depression :(

mythril4 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

Weakness, sadness and mistakes are required to understand happiness and strength, those help you understand the true value of mankind. I had to raise my self since age 9, I watched people get shot in the head and even got hit by the spatter at age 10. I was not traumatized by this, instead it helped me understand how valuable you, I and others really are and what we are all really about. So first you need to discover who you are, once established the rest becomes easier.

mythril4 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

People often get upset with me at first for this, I am now out to cover up a problem with pretty flowers, I am out to help people come to terms with who they are and learn to use their own skills to better their own lives. Now, I am not a counselor, I have a genuine love for people regardless of what they think of them selves. You have not found a fulfilling goal because you need to understand your self better first to find that one goal to set. CONT...

mythril4 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

Well you've not me and I do wish you could, at first I seem cold and hard as if to have a bad attitude. Counselors have set them selves to a certain level of guidelines and tend not to believe there is more to each person than what they have learned. Those goals you tried to achieve were not your goals, it's why they feel empty. I do love to help people, but what I don't do is embellish the truth to make people feel better. The truth is the fact that can't be deniedCONT....

corywilkinson1 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

try and love people around me it doesn't feel full, i feel empty and powerless.... i've seen counselor after counselor, exercised, made goals (achieved some but felt no accomplishment)